Some thoughts from/after a roomie/girl’s talk (sorry Kristin, I love you!).
I know it’s been a while.
It’s like you just held your vomit very hard in the car and somehow you and your body decided not to vomit even after you hit the ground. The vomit is now sitting inside your body and not being anything else but useless vomit.
You are afraid to throw it up because that brings up the terrible nausea.
But the problem is not solved.